I'm not going to eat anything tomorrow, the only thing that is allowed is water and green tea. Since i haven't learned to drink coffee without gagging like a bitch. My work schedule is set and I'm so motivated, I think.
This time i am going to succeed, I don't want to look myself in the mirror and see loads of fat covering my bones, I'm a skinny person trapped in a fatsuit. Once and for all i'm going to get rid of every single pound of fat. I am gonna become the skinny one. I just binged & purged actually, so feeling a wee bit weak and my heart hurts a lot. My stomach feels like a freaking balloon and i just want to cut myself so deep to get rid of the anxiety running around in my blood.
