3/22/2012

If it tastes good, It's trying to kill you.

22:30 pm: i just feel so stupid and pathetic sitting here wanting to kill myself so badly. but i can’t. i didn’t choose to be alive and now i can’t choose to die. how unfair this world is. i know my problems are nothing and that i should be grateful for everything i have. but i wish i could give it all away to others who would appreciate much more than i do because i don’t want it. i don’t want to be alive. why can’t we just choose to die in our sleep and then continue on into another life, and keep the cycle going until we are satisfied? i just don’t want my life to be like this anymore, but i’m stuck with it and i fucking hate it so much. i don’t know what to do. i’m sorry.


23:30pm: i could never tell anyone to kill themselves, but i kind of hope you do, to end all the suffering you’ve put me through.



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