Nothing. Nothing is wrong, and asking is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You're strong; don't let them break you. They're trying to destroy you.

Every night, before I sleep, I tell my body I am sorry. I am sorry for the years of starving, over exercising, laxatives, diet pills, not enough sleep, cutting, binging, throwing up… I beg for forgiveness because I fear it might be too late. Yet, I can’t stop. 

What's wrong with me?